THEY JUST DON´T GET IT ...

For people it is so easy to say it. For mom, specially.

"You have everything, why are you sad?"

"Why do you feel so miserable?"

"Please don´t start again with your stupid, useless bad habits"

"I have seen what you´re doing, don´t start again"

Yeah, of course, I will get better just because you people want it.

If you don´t get it, just don´t ask to much for me.

I want to drown in my own misery since none of you is actually interested in help me. And it´s ok, it is not your job being around to an useless person as I am. You can not, also.

So, just let me rest. 

Maybe...please...tell me some joke and let me rest....