Starting to fall in love

Once upon a time the most beautiful thursday of this year. I just want to express that I had such a wonderful afternoon with a really nice guy who surprised me with his unusual attitude that day. Feelings and thoughts are very complicated, I felt a bittersweet emotion in my stomach. There were butterflies... an interesting tickle which made me feel what I  haven´t felt in a long time. The thing is that inside my stomach there were also hyenas that were eating my clear coscience and my ephemeral happiness. That is how, the joy and the smiles dissapeared, that beautifully perfect thursday finished, and I had to come back to my life being very confused and starting to fall in love (hence: desperate).