Well, yeah. This week was really hard. Tuesday started to go down and Wednesday was the peak of pain and harm. I went to Centro Mayor and there I felt that all my feelings came over me and I felt so overwhelmed that I couldn't control pain hence I cried a lot and I felt like I was going to have a sort of crisis. I really needed someone, I needed my teacher, but of course he wasn't there for me. He will never be, and it hurts. I needed him as a friend, deep down, as someone who resembles a dad and a lover. In short, I suffered, I suffered a lot on Wednesday. Today I had a nice talk with a partner from English for Work. Don't tell anybody but for me, he is a really superior person. He is something magic, stunning to meet and to have I guess. I just have to remember his name is Daniel Alejandro because I will be happy to think of him in future and wonder how he'll be doing. Besides, today I did something different. It was the first time I did it and it actually was kind of cool. I need to work on my conscious (as Daniel says) because I want to be free to do what I want without feeling guilty or judged.
That´s all.
Hmmm, C...I miss you C, but I don´t mean to be intense and annoying, that is why I am letting you take a rest from me. But I miss you. And, I think your girl is going away for some days and you said you were going to be like heartbroken. Am I right or am I wrong? Anyways, it's sad.
